Things should be going great. My grades have never been better. I'm getting along with more people than I expected. People take me (somewhat) seriously. I've taken my schoolwork seriously, and it's really paying off. My mom is having my half-sister in early March (late February?).
Yet there's something missing...
Ever since the school year started, I've been getting stomachaches that'd last days. I've stressed out about my mom's pregnancy that, at one point, I had a panic attack (nothing I'm not new to). I'm never satisfied with my grades, even though they're mostly A's. On my practice ACT, I got a 23, yet I wasn't happy with that; everyone else was impressed, but I'm still trying to figure out what's so special. I've never been so hard on myself as a person. I feel as if I have such a short attention span that I don't deserve anyone paying attention to me and that I won't be able to do anything with my life since I can't focus on anything; yet people tell me I could do anything I want with my grades.
Out of nowhere today, I knew something was wrong. The only problem was I didn't know what it was. I feel as if I'm missing something in my life, but I'm not sure what that something is.
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